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by ~pyro-pain
SickSickeningly she toils away the hours, playing with her own emotions as she slowly removes each thread holding this heart to her sleeve. She might as well, it's only dead weight after all. Dragging her down deeper into these levels of hell. As each thread snaps, as the heart sinks slower to the dusty floor, I watch as her eyes grow more and more dead. As her trusty dagger severs the last thread, it bounces once. It bounces twice. It rolls into the corner and covers with dust.   
She lays down right there upon the floor, snuggles close with her small knife, gently places its blade into her abdomen. That's when she gave up on waking up Sick
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What Happened to HerShe's running again, not quite sure where but she's running again, far far away. Her mascara coated lashes catching rain drops, smearing her makeup yet again. Her lipstick is covering her skin instead of her lips. Her blush is just about worn off, a dull hue at best. And even her foundation can't hide how pale she is from the harshness of the night. Her piercings are torn out, dried blood where they once were on her ears and on her lips. There are bruises outlining her eyes and more drawing attention to her neck. Her buttons are all ripped off. She looks disheveled at best.   
And although I can't see this, she can tell where all th What Happened to Her
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She TriedTell them all she couldn't handle it. She's given up, she's had enough. Tell them all she wasn't weak. She was just overwhelmed. Tell them all she was home all alone. She could find no comfort. Tell them all she felt better after. She deserved some relief. Tell them all she apologized. But tell them all that it wasn't her fault. Tell them that she didn't deserve this. Tell them how nice she was. How funny she was. Tell them how people treated her. Tell them how she treated herself. Tell them all this and much more so they know her, know that it wasn't all her fault. She just couldn't handle it, she's given up.   
She opens the lapto She Tried
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Sun Sep 13, 2009, 5:56 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
Here are my words of wisdom based on my mood of melancholy:
1. Don't blame your life on others, be accountable. To blame others is low.
2. Don't do someone a favor and hold it over their head, especially if they didn't ask for it, that's low.
3. Don't try to guilt others into following what you want or cripple them with your disappointment if they don't follow your lead, that's low.
4. Don't judge people harshly, criticizing them, then claim to love them. Also low.
5. Don't sing a different tune every five minutes, you can't tell one person you are happy about something then five minutes later tell that same person that you are disappointed, etc.


Thanks very much to my love, Justin, without him I'd definitely have lost my mind tonight.
Can't wait for the Music Room.

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*ColorMeWonderful Sep 27, 2009, 4:19:08 PM
Hey Natalie 8D (saw at bookstore with Roxy)
Thought I'd drop by and say hi!
Hi!
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=InMyDisk3yez Sep 16, 2009, 10:40:34 PM
:wave: thank you for faving 'unheard'.

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=InMyDisk3yez Jun 12, 2009, 6:59:28 PM
:wave: thank you for all the favz.

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george bush sayz we are lozing the war on drugz. you know what that impliez? there'z a war being fought, and people on drugz are winning it'. - bill hicks.
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~pyro-pain Aug 25, 2009, 8:33:26 AM
No problem, sorry for not getting back to you sooner, been busy being a slave to the wage.

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pyro-pain
The world chewed me up and spat me out, apparently I was too bitter for its tastes.

:licking: Human Popsicles...

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=InMyDisk3yez Aug 25, 2009, 10:16:51 PM
name: the reverend
occupation: phuk occupationz, i'm preoccupied with something better

hope you break the slavery chain.

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george bush sayz we are lozing the war on drugz. you know what that impliez? there'z a war being fought, and people on drugz are winning it'. - bill hicks.
:weed::weed::alien::alientwo::meditation::stereo::couch::pc::hug::alientwo::alien::weed::weed:
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~pyro-pain Aug 26, 2009, 6:12:02 PM
Yeah, done with work for now. Back to school for me...

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pyro-pain
The world chewed me up and spat me out, apparently I was too bitter for its tastes.

:licking: Human Popsicles...

Proud Little Sister Of Scaredy-Puppy
Proud Older Sister of Tsukiko1313
:iconinmydisk3yez:
=InMyDisk3yez Aug 26, 2009, 7:07:40 PM
cool. good luck.

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george bush sayz we are lozing the war on drugz. you know what that impliez? there'z a war being fought, and people on drugz are winning it'. - bill hicks.
:weed::weed::alien::alientwo::meditation::stereo::couch::pc::hug::alientwo::alien::weed::weed:
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